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Feb. 18th, 2009

  • 10:30 PM
miyavi-Smoke
so it is a known fact were I don't talk to people first. if you wanna talk then you IM/Call/Text me first.
i dont know why its just the away i am.
wierd i know.
but me and two of my friends don't really talk any more becuase of it and  when ever i IM/Text them it feels like i'm bugging them. i'm the stupid little 18 year old bugging them and ackting stupid.


ONE OF YOU TWO! CALL OR TEXT ME!!!

and i need to go to the doctors..but will i?....nope..cuz i'm lame

Feb. 7th, 2009

  • 3:31 PM
miyavi-Smoke


In a way, you are a truly balanced person. You have a good sense of self, but you have periods of worry and self doubt. You don't like to be alone a lot, but you don't like being constantly surrounded, either. You can be shy in some situations and bold in others. You can tell people how you feel, but you don't wear your heart on your sleeve. You aren't "TOO" anything: You aren't too shy, you aren't too aggressive, you aren't too extroverted, you aren't too introverted. However at any one time you can be any combination of these things.

You tend to adapt yourself to match the situations in which you find yourself. You may be quiet and sensitive with some people, or joking and loud with others. These are all facets of your personality. People tend to perceive you as they want to perceive you. They may even tend to idealize you a bit. Then, when you do something that doesn't fit their concept of who you are (like have an outburst of anger, or a fit of shyness, or make an insensitive joke)they can be shocked and surprised. Does anyone know the real you?

Your daemon would represent your multi-faceted and ever-changing personality, as well as people's tendency to idealize you. He or she would get angry when you did not, be calm and poised when you felt ruffled and anxious, and always be the voice of emotion and reason in your ear.

Suggested forms: Swan, Elephant, Koala, Panda, Chameleon, Wolf.

her for test ---> http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-golden-compass-daemon-test
 



is it me...or my mother?

  • Jan. 2nd, 2009 at 4:37 PM
dude WTF
Mr Brian: hey its brian
Me: hello
Mr Brian: happy new year, how are you?
Me: i'm good, happy new year -walking down the stairs to give the phone to her dad-
Mr Brian: thats good, is your husband home?
Me: heh if you mean my dad then ya
Mr Brian: really!? Erin!? you sound just like your mother!
Me: yaa it happens a lot
Mr Brian: eh ya, you might not want to hear that >.> is your dad there?
Me: yup! right here! -hands the phone to him-

like OMGzzz

  • Dec. 13th, 2008 at 1:36 PM
Sexy Sexy - flirt/goofy
so i finally got my birth day pressent! yaaaaay!
-dances for like the 10 time that day-
its a TABLET!
it looks like this!
http://www.tritech-computers.com/store2/images/Wacom%20Bamboo%20Tablet%20Med%20Black%20CTE650K-10PK.jpg

and its is my lover

BYE

Dec. 1st, 2008

  • 9:39 PM
Bad Mood
a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Meme )

Nov. 26th, 2008

  • 10:34 AM
miyavi-Smoke

~Themes
~Scavenger Hunts
~Points with NICE prizes!
~Easy application
~NICE MEMBERS!!!
What do you have to lose? Come join [info]the_sweetest_!

Oct. 20th, 2008

  • 3:42 PM
miyavi-Smoke
gaaah my baaack x.x
i have to have my lower back bent backward for it not to hurt so i've been walking funny for almost all day
fucking fred


well i got my report card today, joy
Guitar                      B+
Earth Science       C-
German 1              A
Human Health     C
English                  A-


my dad's comment was "how can you be getting a A in German but a A- in English?" witch i said "i am your kid daddy"

i haven't been on line that much lately, I've been busy sleeping and eating x.x
and normanly thats not me so yaa my mom is making take vitimins


we had a pop quiz/test thing in Guitar and i A'ed it! -dances and yells- ...my back...-whimpers-
so what have you done to day to make you feel proud?

Jun. 29th, 2008

  • 3:14 PM
miyavi-Smoke
i only normaly get pissed at people who hurt my friends, so it leaves me extreamly frustrated when shit happends to me.
exspeshily when i got more imported shit to deal with
so much built up and just one little thing at wouldn't bother me makes me wanna punch a baby in the face!
but karma is a bitch -smiles-

i have this think cuz.....?

  • May. 7th, 2008 at 4:43 PM
miyavi-Smoke
I scared this girl in my class Monday xD it was funny. She had to finish home work from another class and she needed crayons and she was asking every one but me because I don't talk in my math class and no one likes me any way. So when she sat back at her desk right nest to mine, I just dropped my twisty crayons on her desk she jumped...it was funny xD. But she was like "oh my god thank you!! Sooo much!! and she never says fully 'thank you' just 'thanks'...I kinda felt special...again...kinda....blaah

I think I’m don't dieing for the most part. it doesn't feel like I’m going threw heroin with drawl, witch is grate!!

The kids in my math class is fucking pot heads. And the there not fucking hiding like you should be!! There just out and saying "I’m gonna go home and smoke a blunt dude!" I just wanna turn a round and yell, "Shut up! The fucking teacher is less then 10ft away! Unless you want your fucking house raided you will shut the fuck up! Or I’ll fucking call them! Jeez! Fucking sophomores!!"

annnd on our last test I got a 76% witch is good!! i brought up my grade!! To a D+!! From a D-. So w00t!! Put this kid was copying off my. And I don't really give a shit just as long as I don't get in trouble or any thing cuz I don't care. He’s just peeking over my shoulder and I can't do math any way! xD. so he’s just getting the wrong answers any way. But again I got a 76 and he got a 80. I was like "what the fuck!?! Not cool!!"

But ya that’s manly my life right now. Besides being sick and sounding like my grandma when I cough...god I’m sick of coughing... Dx

Apr. 23rd, 2008

  • 12:13 AM
miyavi-Smoke
I AM MADLY, ABSOLOTLY, POSITIVLY, FALLEN HEAD OVER HEELS FOR THAT GIRL!!

there...i said it

FLUFFY FLUFFY

  • Apr. 1st, 2008 at 1:12 AM
miyavi-Smoke
“Bill, just listen okay? Don’t speak, don’t say anything,” Andreas waiting for a sign that Bill agreed, “okay, so it happened about a year and a half ago, I don’t know how or why but one day I just looked at you and I just realized, I loved you. I kept it in because I knew I wasn’t supposed too. I wasn’t supposed to love you, I promised I wouldn’t fall in-love with you, and I broke that promise. I’m so sorry I did, but can you really blame me? I’ve seen you through everything, it was just a matter of time before I fell, and I did, hard. I hit the ground and realization dawned on me, and reality smacked me in the face reminding me that you needed a friend, not a lover. So I held it in for as long as I could, I kept it all to myself, going on with life and being your friend, but after what had happened I knew I’d have to tell you, and I’ve been anxiously waiting since then. Scared of what your answer would be and this is why, you’re crying Bill. Crying because I love you, it just doesn’t seem right, I was hoping you’d get angry, hit me throw something anything but cry. You could tell me you hated me and never wanted to see my face ever again and I’d choose that over you spilling out your emotions through salty tears that fall from the confines of your eyes. I’d choose you hating me, than you crying. I’d choose anything that would make you happy, I would go to the ends of the world for you, I’d hop on one leg balancing a beach ball on my heard and sing the American Anthem, if it made you happy, I’d do it. I’d do whatever you want, right now I’d get on an airplane and go back to Berlin, I’d never speak to you again if it’s what made you happy I’d-” Andreas was cut off by a pair of soft lips, and a body pressing against his own.

“I love you too Andy, that’s why I’m crying. I’m crying because I’m scared, scared of the feeling that is mutual between the both of us.” Bill’s voice was lost in Andreas mouth as the boy kissed him again, silencing his words.

i sooo did not wright this! heres a like to the story!
http://www.fiction.tokiohotelfiction.com/viewstory.php?sid=1538

Mar. 8th, 2008

  • 2:04 PM
miyavi-Smoke
don't you just hate it when you relies something a little too late?
like when you like a friend of yours and there now dating another friend of yours?
and you only know that you like them is when that your getting jelouse?
i hate being dense
-stands in a corner and kicks at a rock and pouts-

the day my world died...well not really

  • Mar. 5th, 2008 at 7:14 PM

good GOD!

  • Feb. 29th, 2008 at 4:07 PM
miyavi-Smoke

I was having a some what normal day. But for some reason in a some what pissy mood. I got pulled out of my 4th hour again, my second favorite class English for to get ready for the ACT in like two weeks. So not looking forward to that. And the hold time that they didn't have us doing something I was working on my pitcher witch I kinda like, or I was tapping my pensile. I was the kid sitting away from every one and was making faces and flipping off the assistant principal when his back was turned. If you knew him, you would do it too. Well when I got back to my now 5th hour class, witch is my favorite class I have. Environmental since. And I found out the test that we took on Monday I got a 46 out of 40....I have no idea how I did that but I’m not complaining. And now our final for that class is to Wright a page about an article about something going on with the great lakes. so that makes it 3 projects due by Monday.

English: 3 page report about Jackie Robinson
E.S.: 1 page easy about the GL
TV Radio: Make a Movie Trailer a Commercial.

oh and it just gets better. My dad didn't have to go to work to day so he was late in picking me up cuz he was play WoW and he was drunk. Isn’t that lovely!?

PS i dumped Vince

Feb. 23rd, 2008

  • 3:25 PM
miyavi-Smoke
KARI! BANANA!!!!

BANANA!!
BananaBananaBananaBanana
Banananananananaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

the tattoo i wanna get :3

  • Feb. 23rd, 2008 at 1:36 PM
miyavi-Smoke
retten Sie mich von den dummen Leuten

witch means
 
save me from the stupid people

and its going across my upper back

Feb. 20th, 2008

  • 11:41 PM
miyavi-Smoke
i just had to go change the old posted pics....they where pissing me off....so yaa.
my head hurst....i think i'm gonna go to bed......fucking Georg....


i should think be for i post...i need a life

gaia -_-

  • May. 6th, 2007 at 7:14 PM
miyavi-Smoke
my again got banned and i have no idea why, and its pissing me the fucking hell off!!